lets build something to break

i ran so i
wouldn't have to
deal with your
broken down soul, and your
soupy facial
features.

-

i cried to you
on the
telephone, i ran
to you when i was
scared.

it's time i'm
letting go.

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i like to call
myself a
revolutionary, because
i feel
it gives me purpose.
and strength.

-

i realize that
not all
the rules apply to me,
the bastard child of
sin
and shame, but i feel
like making sure you notice
my disgrace.

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in case you didn't realize by
now, i hate
you.
more then i have
ever really cared
enough
to hate.

i hate
you more
then i hate
myself.