drunk nonsense

my drink is drowning in reverse
and i can't feel my hands
even as i write this
it all comes out as nonsense
my words come out like nonsense
scribbles, scribbles, scribbles
i'm repeating themes from years ago
and i keep coming back to this one sentence
it won't let my head sit still
it won't let my legs stop shaking
sometimes i wonder if i'll ever learn
sometimes i wonder